Self delusion is my optimism

Friday, September 01, 2006



Went back to school on teachers' day,once there mixed emotions washed over me.As i came to terms that i no longer was there,the place where i spent four years,four very fulfilling years.And it seemed like yesterday when i first stepped into there,looking all nerdy with specs,and a center parting.=) (Thats for those who got to laugh at my Ez-link photo)

Things change and some things would never change,that is the warmth extended to us by the teachers.And the look on their face says it all when they see us,and i told myself it was all worthit going back cause it's a simple gesture to them that we've not forgotten them and we never would.

One thing i particularly feel,urm touched about,(i think touched is the best word i could find to describe how i felt,and i think there was sadness too.) is how my form teacher mdm goh still remembers every single one of our register numbers.She used to memorise our register numbers for attendance taking in the mornings,and it sorta became our "other name".It's been more than half a year gone by,and with it comes a new batch of class for her,but she has never forgotten any of us,and that truly shows her care.

And with all those emotions come the other side,the disgusted and just irked feeling.The true reason why we go back to school would be to see our teachers and perhaps try to get updated on their current lives as well as ours.It's teachers' day after all ain't it?But then it seems for some,to put it crudely,just kinda felt "photo taking session" was more important,snapping away and all,when they should have been with the teachers.Well,for this many would probably disagree and all,but then again it's my opinions and i seriously am close to labelling them as cam whores.

Life ain't that good right now and i'm gonna stop coming back here till i feel better,or i'd be writing sad and irritatingly boring posts bout how i feel to get it off me.Promos are coming,so study hard people,and let's see each other in j2 next year!=) Don't foget to have fun too!

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